Something seems to have taken me over. I’m writing like a maniac. Maybe it’s because the manuscript I’ve been working on for 19 years, cataloging my journey is finally with the editor. I’m running out of money and credit and feel like the pavement is coming more clearly into view.
When circumstances FORCED ME mid-project… I JUMPED, determined to be happy and supported and truly loved and to complete my mission without resident forces working to the contrary. I guess I finally had to choose. That’s unfortunate but I had God and a bunch of serendipitous connected events propelling me forward, making me believe (some were pure magic) like Heaven was playing with me.
Now I’m actually approaching people in the film industry BECAUSE doors are opening before me and those are the things that make me keep going, OPEN DOORS.
I hope you’re able to feel the exhilaration I’m feeling.
Thoughts in my head:
THIS IS NUTS KATHY! GO GET A JOB, A REAL JOB!
Stupid speculative crazy dreamer. Ughhhhhh
BUT THERE’S AN UNDENIABLE PEACE THAT SAYS I’M ON THE RIGHT TRACK DOING EXACTLY WHAT I’M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING.
I covet your prayers for increased discernment, increased faith, steadiness of mind, provision, a deep sense of security or the right JOB.
Unfortunately to produce something like this book which will confront many people, ideas and call humanity to step up their game, to awaken and now the screenplay. This requires a lot of solitude, a pace in life not caught up in busyness. I guess it’s feels like birthing. Sacred, active and intentional.
Seriously, please pray for me.
That rational, logical unbelieving me would just like to have a job but I get it.
I get it that this is important, maybe more important than even I understand.
Heart be still
Mind be still
Spirit, LISTEN
Breathe
Trust
Shalom
Getting Well God's Way 