I have no idea why some of this text is bold and some isn’t. I tried but can’t get it so please ignore!

A facebook friend/activist recently lost her 22-year-old son to suicide. Several of us donated to his services and today I/we received this email from her that people NEED to see. While I’ll be the first to admit I’m not a fan of killing animals and eating them. I wish that wasn’t the design of things and yet, I understand it in some ways too.

My health failed and so did the church’s teachings and the efforts of 11 doctors in 18 months so that caused me to chased God down for help. Along the course of my adventure HE INSISTED I write a book which includes His insight that the reason eating meat is important is that it’s a reminder that “something had to die that I might live”. It’s a reminder of the gospel message on our plate and is supposed to impart humility and a sincere acknowledgment and gratitude DAILY. For clarity, I was willing to be a vegetarian or vegan or whatever He showed me was the right path but I was instead steered toward eating the biblically clean animals who had been raised in their natural habit and not tampered with by humans as much as possible.

A woman who had been in my father’s church when I was a child came back into my life and she was one of the people I had a PROFOUND spiritual experience with that defied physics when I was laying hands on her back as she laid on my sofa cushions on the floor. In fact, it was so shocking that I stopped offering the healing work. I didn’t want people coming to my home at all hours of the day and night insisting I “heal” them or their family member as I had already seen that they would only celebrate any gift by going through Jack in the Box or the House of Pies on their way home. There’s a willful ignorance in the modern version of ChRxtianity and I refuse to accommodate it. It took me three weeks to gather the courage to tell God that I didn’t want the gift and why. Three days of silence elapsed but one morning I woke up and heard Him clearly say, “Now you know how I feel”. He later INSISTED I write the book and in my view, it is now the gift, and if someone truly wants to know how to get well…that book will lead them there. People need to reconnect to the Holy Spirit, not to me!

FYI: Living this story and writing the book ripped my life apart, so when it came out and readers began dropping to their knees in tears and four of them were men, Then two women had supernatural events while reading it and that’s when I knew for certain that it was an important work. That would certainly explain why there was so much push back to it’s birth.

That woman had a daughter who was a vegetarian, fitness instructor in New York City, and became a fitness coach on a cruise ship where she proceeded to get VERY ILL to the point she had to be flown home by helicopter. Before this she began adding fish and chicken in a desperate effort to get well but it failed. Her mom had recently bought a health food store and immediately did a hair analysis on her and learned that there was one single nutrient in beef that she was missing. She began feeding her grass fed beef and within two weeks her health rebounded.

If you’d like to see some of the healing testimonials I captured along the way, you’ll find several in the book and a few I kept up with here. I rarely charged for this work but if someone WANTED to pay, I allowed it because it was part of their belief system, and is actually a true and correct response to honor someone who has a gift as I assure you in most cases, it cost them dearly to acquire it. Here’s some of the stories: https://gettingwellgodsway.com/category/client-healing-testimonials/

Below is the email we received from Zen regarding her sons burial service and what they learned from the toxicology report. It’s important to know these things and not simply claim “God needed another angel” or give credit to satan, or to claim he’s in hell for killing himself. How many church goers are aware of the scripture in Proverbs 18:9 AMPC that reads, “He who is loose and slack in his work is brother to him who is a destroyer and he who does not use his endeavors to heal himself is brother to him who commits suicide“. Yet I see so many in the churches who aren’t using their endeavors to heal themself but are instead eating and drinking the world’s manmade non-food offerings poured into the TEMPLE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT with reckless abandon, serving the garbage at church functions and generally denying any personal responsibility or accountability to their Creator/Father. KNOWLEDGE will require time to gain but IGNORANCE doesn’t require much at all. You don’t have to read any books or establish any solid biblical understanding and in the absence of knowledge a lot of stupid things are moved forward. I guess it shouldn’t be a surprise that I no longer attend “institutions of men” churches. What a shame. I have gifts but can’t use them because the professing Body of Christ is too entangled with the world to be found worthy to help. Here’s that page from the book:

Dear Friends,

Thank you so much for your very, very generous gifts to support my family and our funeral costs for Ben. I cannot express how overwhelmed with gratitude I was at the time and continue to be. Your support enabled us to give Ben a proper burial with a ceremony and in a location that I know he would be happy with. Approximately 100 people attended the service, including some from across the country. Music was composed by his Uncle Timmi, family shared stories of Ben, and friends were there to support our collective process of letting go. Trees were planted in his name. Cards, art, and gifts filled our living room and altar for Ben. Friends and family sent lovely flowers that were displayed around his casket, and we wept with grief and gratitude.  It was as beautiful as it could be.  Ben was encased in a handwoven sea-grass basket, for a green burial, in a cove, an amphitheater of trees. He loved nature and the trees. When we visit him, we think not only of him and our adventure on Earth together for 22 years, but of you, the community that made it possible for us to have a place to visit. Thank you.

Your gifts also supported us in getting additional testing on his body and having it analyzed by a professional. We learned that despite eating and living clean, he had toxins in his blood and hair that contributed to depression and suicide ideation. We have learned things that could potentially help millions of people. 

For instance, we learned that he had high levels of Thallium, an industrial toxic metal found in the soil and commonly found in kale and leafy greens, even organic ones. He ate a huge salad every day because he ate a whole food, plant-based diet ( vegan).

We learned that he had high levels of mycotoxins, commonly found in beans and grains, even in organic ones. Glyphosate ( even drift levels on a farm and small amounts in the body, which he had) causes 15X the growth of molds in crops that then create mycotoxins. Ben ate organic grains and beans every day. The government does not regulate heavy metals or mycotoxins in our food so you can be assured that is something I am bringing up to the FDA.

We learned he had high levels of candida ( yeast binds to heavy metals to protect the body), which can cause depression and suicide ideation.

He also had high levels of DDT ( banned in the USA for 50 years), and we suspect the beans, which are commonly imported from China, where DDT use is not regulated. Ben had the MTHFR gene variant and other variants that prevented his body from detoxing well, so toxins were especially impactful on his physical and mental health.

We learned he had very low levels of nutrients and cholesterol that are essential for mental health. He could not absorb choline well through plants, so he needed to eat eggs for mental health. Unfortunately, we did not know this earlier. Genetically, he never should have been a vegan. The vegan diet, in combination with the unregulated toxins and his genetic makeup, tells us the story of why he died. Understanding sets us free from a vicious cycle of wondering. Thank you.

We created a Total Transparency Toxin Testing Initiative in honor of Ben and in partnership with Kendall Mackintosh, a licensed nutritionist, dietician, and health coach. Getting tested and reviewing the information with Kendall will change lives and prevent harm. I am proud of that. Ben would be too. 

I read a quote by Jay Shetty recently

“Gratitude isn’t about pretending everything is good; it’s about remembering something that is.”

Thank you for giving me a memory of something good – the generosity and love of this wonderful community, of you.

Friends, old and new, near and far, ones I may never meet but will always be grateful for, Thank you.

I love you.

Zen —

Zen Honeycutt

Founding Executive Director, Moms Across America

and the Moms Across America Movement

Author, UNSTOPPABLE

International Speaker

Based in Western North Carolina

M. 949-307-6695 

It took 21 years to release the book and then I had a major event happen that changed the focus of my life, the location, and launched an activist effort and thereby necessitated an update. It took 29 years before I considered it FINISHED. It was targeted by Amazon one week before they launched their Rx pill delivery service so I pulled it to protect it and put it with a private printer and built it a site. You can learn more about it at the link on this blog and view a table of contents and see a link to where you’ll find it now: